“I feel like Blair Waldorf right now and you’re Chuck Bass. Except, if you were Chuck and you really did care for me, maybe you would tell me that it was all just a game, because you’d know that it would never work between us and you would want me to be happy. Or maybe you’d tell me the truth outright because you’d know that I’d be skeptical so it wouldn’t matter anyway? You said you think about me all the time and I laughed at your comment… I obviously think about you all the time, so why should you be so different? Why couldn’t I have made the same impact on you that you’ve made on me?
I hate that you avoid me…but sometimes I think you’re doing it for my own good. I wish I could do the same….”
“When I try to go to sleep at night, it’s you that I think of. And it’s not that I want to be thinking of you! I would rather forget about you completely! I just can’t seem to get my mind off of you! I know that you’re a liar and an asshole, but somehow some part of me keeps believing that those feelings that you so rarely admit having for me, are actually genuine. “
